Billionaire Alpha's 99 Deadly Games

Chapter 148

Prev Chapter
Background

Font family

Font size

Line hieght

Full frame
Yes No

No line breaks
Yes No
Next Chapter

Gof Hearts Alpha's Dangerous Love 148 70.2% Chapter 148 Chapter 148 When she nodded and gaveher order, I couldn't help thinking of the damn dog image again. A giant puppy dog. That's what she'd turnedinto. If I were in my fur, I knew my tail would be happily wagging of its own accord, simply for having the pleasure of tending to my mate's needs, even if she was adamant that she'd never actually be my mate. Still, I knew in my heart there'd never be another. Elise Westin was it forand it bloody sucked.

While waiting for the food, I took a moment to shower and change, thankful to get out of the sweaty clothes from my workout. I tried to keep my mind clear. I couldn't keep dwelling on the ups and downs of life with Elise. I had to just believe she'd caround.

Dinner was quiet, but companionable. She didn't run off and hide. She stayed and ate her meal with me. When she finally retreated to the bedroom, the moment her last bite was gone, I tried not to take it personally. Laid out on the couch, alone in the dark, was the toughest part. It hurt so badly knowing my mate was in the next room and I couldn't even close the gap to touch her, and she was just as restless as I was. I could hear her tossing and turning.

Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇt

"Patrick? Are you still awake?" I heard a small, unsure voice.

"I am. What do you need?" I said, wanting to run to her side, and although I had to battle my wolf to stay put, I did just that.

"I don't know. I can't sleep and I hate that I upset you today." "It's alright, love. I'm a big boy. While I'm not known for my patience, for you, I will try." She was silent for a while, but I could tell by her breathing she was still awake, just as I knew she knew I was still awake.

"Patrick?" "Yes, love?" "Can you sleep in here again tonight?" I didn't wait to confirm her request. I was off that couch and pulling her into my arras faster than she could blink. She giggled nervously.

"I'm really not trying to send mixed signals, and this doesn't change anything. This isn't easy on ne 10:08 Billionaire Alpha's 99 Deadly Games 70.3% Chapter 148 either. I hate hurting you. It hurtstoo, but it's for the best. When the snow lifts and we leave here, I think we should try and keep our distance. It's just easier that way." I tried to man up and not let her words affect me. On the one hand she was calling toand needing my touch as much I needed hers, but on the other, her words stung, slicing a deep hole in my heart.

"I haven't anywhere to go," I whispered to her. The reality of my situation was terrifying. My father would not takeback into the clan, at least not yet. That much I was certain, but I couldn't ask Kyle to continue sanctuary within Westin Pack if Elise was never going to accept me.

"It's okay for now. I have friends in Alaska I've been wanting to visit. I'll go away for a while so you can figure out what you want to do." I breathed her scent in deeply and kissed the top of her head. It was the first tmy lips had ever touched her and it helped calm the wolf inside that was desperately trying to get out and take control.

"I won't run you from your home, love. I'll figure something out. You don't need to worry about me."

Follow on Novᴇl-Onlinᴇ.cᴏm

I didn't know what I was going to do and had never felt so low in all my life. The only thread of sanity I was holding on to was int the o was in the form of woman dondemningto hell. She was keepinggrounded and able to breathe, but only for the moment. It was an odd reality to be in. I knew she was terrified and I knew she wasn't going to open up toany further. I just had to figure out how to fix it all.

Whether she realized it or not, we were meant to be together. Holding tightly to one another, we both drifted soundly to sleep, but when I awoke the next morning, she was gone.

Elise

Sleeping with Patrick again had been stupid of me, because waking up in his arms had been wonderful and hopeful, and I couldn't take it anymore. His pain had been so evident, and the guilt that struckknowing I was the cause of it all, was too much to bear. He was going to leave me. Because you basically told him to, idiot! I said to myself.

I didn't know what I was doing than anymore. I didn't know why I was doing it. Could the challenges really be much worse than the constant pain of rejecting him? Kelsey had rejected Kyle every day for two years and did it with such grace that no one even suspected she liked him, alone felt the mating call towards him. Were my feelings just that much stronger? Or was I weaker?

Report chapter Comments

Billionaire Alpha's 99 Deadly Games

Notify