Chasing His Betrayed Luna by KiKi Jones

1. Wanna-be Luna

AURELIA

"Look at me." He grunted out an order, sending shivers down my spine as he slammed intolike a beast.

"Look into my eyes, mate!" Another order cand this time, | obeyed him even though it was hard to fight

against the need to let my eyes roll to the back of my skull while he toreapart with every thrust.

I looked into the mesmerizing gray pair of eyes that | had cto love. | felt every part of him sinking into me

roughly and pleasure and pain accompanied each thrust. For sminutes, the pleasure outweighed the pain

but my body still recognized the pain my mate... the man | loved with every bone in my body was causing me

while he chased after his pleasure.

Despite the dull discomfort between my legs, | still found myself moaning when my mate drove himself into me

the minute our gazes locked, "Alpha." | itched to cry out his name. | wished | could give in to my desire, let my

fingers sink into his dirty blond hair, and guide his head downwards until our lips lock in sync as well.

Oh, how | wished.

Yet, | dare not.

In fact, | couldn't, not when my hands were pinned above my head and definitely not when my mate jerked

above me, releasing his seeds intoas he cdown from his high.

"Mmh mm..." | winced not because of the rough sex that seemed to have ended but because once again, | had

been denied the pleasure of experiencing an orgasm by the one man | would do anything to please.

He was my Alpha. My mate. My husband.

He was my everything. He was Raiden. My Raiden.

| kept my eyes on Alpha Raiden, hoping that he would return toand pushover the edge of pleasure but

he detached completely, left the bed, got dressed, and exited the room without sparinganother look. He was

done and gone.

Like a rag doll that had just been used, | lay in the one bed | was allowed to be in with Alpha Raiden. Like an

emotionless sex toy, | stared at the white ceiling of the only room in the entire world that | was allowed to share

with Alpha Raiden. It was a room | had named three years ago and | call it, "Sex Room"

"Always be in this room when | need you." Alpha Raiden had gritted tothree years ago after our wedding

ceremony. "I don't need you anywhere else but here. Do | make myself clear?" "Yes, Raiden. | won't be-" | had

begun to respond with excitement and desire.

But he snarled ferociously, "Never!"

| recalled staggering backward towards the bed as | watched the man | had loved for years stare down at me

with nothing but disgust. The kind that | had never seen in his eyes before. "Never say my name, mate! I'm

Alpha to you and don't go about acting like we are madly in love, woman!" He had said with a tone of finality.

Yes, my heart broke that day three years ago but Alpha Raiden wasn't always like that. He was a good man and |

couldn't give up on the beautiful mate bond that the moon goddess had blessedwith. Alpha Raiden was the

only person that | could boldly call my person. He was mine.

| had no one else so | thought he would one day understand that he was all | had.

| had hope and I'm still hoping that he would one day look atwith love in those gray eyes. | was hoping that |

would be able to prove that | was worthy to be his Luna and goddess knew that | had tried. | was doing my best

to support him and love him even though he still wouldn't kiss me.

Huh!

Three years of answering to his sexual call whenever he needsas his mate yet it's been three years of no

kiss and three years of little to no emotional connection between my mate and I.

"He hates you. He will always hate you." A tiny voice inside my head chimed.

No.

Alpha Raiden didn't hate me. He was just angry about the fact that he had to mate with the lowest wolf in the

pack. He was stuck with an orphan and to top it all, this orphan couldn't shift or access her wolf yet he had to

mate with me. Even if he wanted to form a stronger bond with me, | wouldn't sense it because | was wolfless and

weak.

| knew that much and | hated myself more than anyone in the pack... And there were so many who hated me.

Countless to be honest.

After several minutes of self-pity, | pushed myself off the bed even though my body resisted. Sex with Alpha

Raiden always leavestired and bruised and today wasn't any different. | could see the red marks on my body

as | made my way to the bathroom to clean up. | soon made my way to the kitchen of the Alpha Mansion which

has been my hfor the past three years, to make breakfast for myself because no one would. | was the Luna

of the Dark Moon Pack yet no one served me. It wasn't new and | was used to doing everything myself.

After all, | used to be one of the Alpha servants before Alpha Riaden married me.

Just as | started whisking the eggs | had broken into a bowl, | heard the front door opening. Of course, that

couldn't be Alpha Raiden. He is usually out of the mansion during the day so | suspected that whoever was in the

house withwas

What | didn't expect was to see two female servants and two armed warriors walk into the kitchen, approaching

me.

My brows furrowed and | blurted, asking the familiar female servant a question, "What now, Nina? Are you here

to speak down onagain?"

Nina was the head of every servant that worked for the Alpha. She used to be my mean boss and let's just say

she didn't like the fact that | was now her superior.

| assumed Nina would say something mean tobut she stunnedas her frown deepened and she faced the

warriors, hissing, "Drag the wanna-be Luna out!" And to me, Nina smirked, "This is your end, Aurelia. | have

waited three years to witness this."

servant.