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Chapter 0447 ' His voice is hoarse as he tries to suppress his emotions. The tremble in his voice is my undoing. I don’t like it when he’s in pain. I hate it.
“Rowan...” “No, Ava. It’s true. I was almost too late and deep down I know that had it not been for Ethan screwing up, I wouldn’t have had a chance with you. You wouldn’t have come back to me had fate not intervened. I will always be grateful that you gave me another chance despite the shit I did to you. The mistake you think you made that night? It’s nothing compared to what I put you through for nine years and yet you took me back...” “Because I love you.” “Yes, but Ethan almost claimed that love for himself.”
1 hated how insecure he was about Ethan.
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇt1 did almost fall for him, but he wasn't meant for me. Ethan will always have a special place in my heart, not because I'm in love with him, or because he gave me Iris, but because he taught me how to live and love myself when no one else does.
“You don’t need to feel guilty because I am where I’m supposed to be. What Emma and I had was young love. It wouldn’t have lasted. Look at how it crumbled when it was put to the test? We held on because we thought it was the shit. We thought it was true love. We also never really got closure. What I feel for you is the real deal, Ava, and I know that because just the thought of losing you sends me into a panic like no other.
Losing you would kill me. Losing you wouldn’t push me to drinking and doing drugs, it'll end me because without you I am nothing.” He works every day to prove himself to me, To show me that he loves me and
only me. It’s an uphill battle, because there are times I’m reminded of his love \ for Emma. I'm reminded of how he held | on to her for years and that brings doubts.
| There are moments when I’m reminded of the pain he put me through. The heartache I went through at his hands.
There are moments when those memories tear at my heart and I wonder what I'm still doing with him. Those times, as if sensing my thoughts, he'll lay his head on my chest and hold me tightly as if he’s afraid of losing me. He'll then whisper over and over again that he loves me until his words push away the darkness.
Like I said, it’s an uphill battle, and I'm not at the top yet, but slowly I'm learning to let go.
“I'll be at your feet every day because the ground you walk on should be worshiped.
Follow on Novᴇl-Onlinᴇ.cᴏmI'll remind you every day of my love for
you. Ill fight each and every waking morning to keep you by my side. I'll | spend the rest of my life proving to you, | my love. I'll never make you regret your decision to give me a second chance, and I’ll spend the rest of my life loving you the way you deserve, Ava.” All my doubts flee, as he words embrace me in a bubble of love and warmth.
“I love you so much, Rowan,” I whisper against his lips.
“I love you too, Darling,” he whispers right before he captures my lips ina scorching kiss.
He then proceeds to show me just how much he loves me, giving me no room to think about anything except him and his love, all through the night.