Heart of Darkness-Novel

Roxana’s body reacted immediately to Alexander’s words. She was beginning to realize that certain words could make her melt even faster than a touch. Why did she find this arousing?

Alexander turned her around, pushing her back against his chest. He removed the hair from her neck and as his lips made contact with her skin, her head fell back involuntarily. Her eyes shut as he kissed and nipped at her neck until her skin tingled with that strange sensation again.

A tremor went down her spine and she turned around. “Alexander. Let’s do the mating thing first.” She said remembering that he could still hear her thoughts.

“Not first, Roxana. Not like this. I will show you how.” He told her backing her into the bed while taking her lips with his. Roxana kissed him back until she felt the edge of the bed behind her and stumbled back into a sitting position.

He grabbed her chin and made her look up at him. “Lie down for me,” he told her brushing one thumb over her bottom lip.

Roxana’s heart skipped a few beats as she pushed herself back onto the bed. Their gazes remained locked and he watched her intensely until she let herself fall back onto the mattress. Her chest rose and fell with heavy breaths of nervousness and anticipation.

The mattress sank near Roxana’s feet as Alexander climbed the bed. His hand gripped one of her legs and bent it slightly before his fingers traveled upward. Soon his lips followed, both leaving a trail of heat along her skin. His hands continued upward, over her knee, and down her thigh, baring her skin for his lips.

His mouth moved inward this time, kissing the sensitive flesh of her inner thigh, laving it with his tongue, and grazing it with his teeth. Roxana’s mouth went dry from all the excessive breathing. Her toes curled as his mouth filled her with liquid heat. He gave her other leg the same attention before slowly rising up her body.

He gripped her with a smoldering glare as he caught the ribbon’s end between his teeth and opened it with his mouth. Then he kissed the path between her breasts, licked the swell, and nipped at the curve, only using his mouth to uncover it while slowly reaching the aching peak.

Roxana’s back began to lift from the mattress while her hand found his hair and the other grasped the sheets. When his mouth reached the peak, he circled it with his tongue before giving it a gentle tug with his lips.

“Oh…” Roxana whimpered her fingers grasping his hair harder.

He gave in to her demand by taking her into his mouth and sucking harder. He grazed the tip with his teeth, causing her body to jolt.

“Alex!” Why was he doing this to her? She thought they were done playing.

She placed her now weak hands on his shoulders and pushed him away. He looked up at her with dark eyes.

“Just do it.” She told him breathlessly. Why was he punishing her now?

A ghost of a smile crossed his features. “Not so fast.” He said his hand brushing over her breast before cupping it gently all while watching her reaction. She drew in a sharp breath and his smile widened as he leaned in and stole a kiss from her lips. “I want you to grow so needy that not having me inside you is painful.”

“That is cr…oh god!” She gasped when he captured her other breast with his mouth.

Pinning her hands down at the sides of her body, he forced her to succumb to the pleasure he was giving her. He sucked at her relentlessly and then released her with one last hard pull of his mouth that tugged all the way down to her toes.

Her insides quivered with heat. At this point, she could barely manage to breathe normally.

Alexander sat up, his eyes never leaving hers. He watched her flushed cheeks and exposed chest rise and fall rapidly. The look in his eyes wasn’t helping her stabilize her breathing.

“This color looks good on you.” He said his voice darker than usual.

Roxana shivered at the appreciation in his eyes. She wished to cover herself but couldn’t bring herself to do so.

Alexander reached for his shirt, pulled it out of his pants and over his head with a swift movement before tossing it aside. Roxana’s gaze marveled at his sculpted body which looked even more enticing in the soft candlelight.

She wished to run her hands along his strong shoulders and arms and plant kisses along his neck and chest.

“Then do it.” He said reminding her that he knew her thoughts.

She reached for him where he kneeled between her legs, only allowing the tip of her fingers to brush down his abdomen. He shivered then grasped her wrist and pulled her up toward him. He yanked her head back by the hair and kissed her viciously.

Roxana liked how a simple touch could affect him as well. While he tormented her lips, she explored his shoulders, arms, and torso with her hands. Then she reached lower, getting curious and greedy to have him react more.

Her hands reached to the swell in his pants. He was hot, very hot against her palm and when she grasped him gently she felt him throb in her hand.

A deep pained growl came from Alexander’s lips. One that made her insides clench with need. He took her lips between his teeth and bit her lightly. She liked the way it stung a little and her hand involuntarily grasped him harder.

His body jerked, and his chest vibrated as he gave an approving sound. She wasn’t sure what she was doing but she decided to try. She teased her hand along the length of him, growing both needy and anxious herself.

This certainly worked because he grabbed her by the shoulder and pushed her back on the mattress. He covered her with his body and pinned her hands with one hand above her head while the other reached between her legs.

“Ah…” Roxana cried out as he returned the favor by running his fingers along the throbbing flesh between her legs.

She arched as he stroked her delicately, her struggles useless against his hold, and her moans stifled by his mouth. When she thought she was reaching the peak of pleasure he released her. A gasp of frustration left her lips and she looked up at him.

He drew back to unbutton his pants and as he pulled them down, her gaze faltered and she looked up at the ceiling, her face burning hot. She could hear the fabric fall to the ground. He hovered over her, grabbing for her gown and lowering it slowly as his eyes praised every inch of exposed skin.

When he pulled all the way down to her hips, she lifted herself off the mattress so he could take it off. Her face continued to burn as he pulled it down her legs and left her bare under his stare.

Roxana grew nervous again, knowing that it would happen soon.

It would hurt. He wouldn’t fit.

He covered her with his body again, his thickness pressing against her hip, hot and throbbing.

He kissed right under her ear. “Don’t be afraid. You will fit perfectly,” he assured her.

Her heart hammered against her ribcage as he lips found that sweet spot on her neck that tingled strangely. Would he bite her now?

No, he didn’t

Instead, he began to move his hips against hers, rubbing his hard length against her pelvis. Her insides tightened and clenched with need. Her hips rose from the mattress meeting his, begging him to release her from the tension that made her ache with sweet pain.

Her fingers dug into his back, pulling him closer, writing against him. His hips moved lower complying with her need until he was rubbing his length along her damp swollen flesh.

Jolts of pleasure spiraled through her body and she threw her head back with a moan. The need in her became unbearable. She felt empty inside and wanted him to move like that inside her.

“Oh Alex, please.” She begged when he refused to give in.

It was painful now. She wanted him. She needed him.

Alexander grabbed her hips and held her still. She then felt the tip of his manhood slowly push into her entrance.

Roxana opened for him until she felt a burning pain and stiffened. Alexander stopped moving further. Instead, he leaned down and teased her breasts with his mouth again as if knowing that every flick of his tongue and pull of his mouth made her grow more slick and swollen, made her walls quiver and clench.

Her hips began to seek his willingly and he thrust into her with one deep stroke.

Roxana cried out from both pain and pleasure, her nails sinking deeper into his back. It burned but she also found relief as he filled the void inside of her.

Alexander kissed her gently, his lips and tongue dancing lazily with hers before he began to move slowly inside her, still causing her pain but also filling her with pleasure.

She held onto him, feeling the muscles of his back move under her palm, feeling his lungs work against her chest.

As the pain decreased he moved faster and she wrapped her legs around him, urging him on, allowing him to stroke deep into her and fill her with heat.

She began understanding the pattern he was working within her, seven shallow thrusts, three deep… six shallow, four deep… progressing until he finally gave her ten heavy, penetrating plunges. Roxana cried out with wrenching pleasure, her hips lifting against his sleek weight as she was filled with volatile sensations.

Roxana became light-headed and semiconscious. Her body continued to jolt with sensitivity for a good while. Alexander placed soft kisses on her face and shoulders while she caught her breath and the quivering and burning delight faded.

As she regained full consciousness she felt him still hard against her. He kissed he lips and then easily flipped her over onto her stomach. Roxana gasped, unsure of what he was doing.

Removing the hair from her back, he placed feathery kisses along her spine moving up, kissing the outline of her shoulder blades, up to the nape of her neck. Roxana shuddered with new delight. “I am not done with you, Roxana.” He whispered as he reached her ear. He bit her earlobe teasingly.

Not done? Her pulse quickened again as he began to suck on her neck. He nudged one of her legs aside with his knee and buried himself deep inside her, sealing their bodies together. Roxana cried out again, grasping the sheets.

“Oh, I can’t..” she breathed, feeling even more helpless in this position. He had her pinned on her stomach and began to move inside her steadily and rhythmically.

She became surprised by how quickly the heat rose again, her senses welcoming the steady stimulation, her insides growing tight and aching as he moved inside her, over her, against her.

She buried her face in the sheets to stop the moan from leaving her lips.

Alexander grabbed her hair and turned her head. “Don’t! I want to hear you.” He said coaxing more sounds from her by angling his body in different positions, circling his hips, mixing deep and shallow thrusts until her mind became numb and all she could feel was what his body did to hers.

“Oh… oh…” The sounds were torn from her throat as she reached another crest faster than before, her limbs jerking, the waves hitting her stronger, washing over with an intensity almost impossible to bear. And then she was left with a boneless body.