I Refuse To Become Scumbag In Tokyo-Novel

Chapter 204 - Have You Ever Kissed?

Shishio, who returned back to Sakurasou, was quite peaceful. He parked his motorcycle, then entered Sakurasou. He didn't cause that much commotion, and Chihiro didn't seem to come and scold him since he wasn't late. He looked at the time and saw that it was still nine at night, which was pretty much still early for everyone.

"I'm back."

When his voice fell, Roberta walked out from the girls' area and greeted Shishio as usual.

"How was the dinner?" Shishio asked, wondering how everyone was doing when he wasn't in Sakurasou. He didn't feel surprised when Roberta came out to greet him since he knew that this woman had placed many hidden cameras, eavesdropping devices, and sensors in various places in Sakurasou, after all, even though she was a maid, her role was more into a bodyguard.

"They cooked dinner by themselves," Roberta said and told that in truth, everyone could cook dinner, but as for the taste, it was quite normal.

Shishio nodded and said, "How are Mashiro and Kawai-senpai?"

"They ate dinner before, but..." Roberta didn't continue since she knew that Shishio knew that the condition of both Ritsu and Shiina weren't good now.

Shishio nodded and didn't feel that surprised. He had just solved their problem in the morning, but suddenly another problem came at the end of school. He somehow missed the day when he met Shiro-san on the street by chance. Even though he met a police officer, it was still several times better than handling this kind of emotional problem. "Well, you can take a rest first. I'm a bit sleepy now."

"Yes, good night, Shishio-sama." Roberta almost bowed her head respectfully but quickly stopped and nodded gently since she recalled that Shishio told her not to be so uptight. After all, Shishio didn't feel that comfortable to see her bow her head at him all the time.

If it was someone else, then Shishio might not care, but he had to admit that he cared about Roberta, so he wanted her to be relaxed around him.

"Good night, Roberta." Shishio nodded with a smile and returned to his room.

Roberta nodded while staring at Shishio's back silently. There was an urge on her heart, and she wanted to move forward, but in the end, she took a deep breath, turned, and moved back to the girls' area silently.

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"Ah!"

When Shishio arrived at his room, he jumped directly into his bed and laid on it lazily. He had to admit that his day was quite hectic, from how Shiina asked him for a date, how Ritsu seemed trying to avoid him, Tokugawa suddenly appeared in front of him, how both Shiina and Ritsu knew his relationship with Saki and saw him being kissed by Saki, then lastly his matter with Miu. There were many things that happened in just a day that he felt like he was riding on an emotional roller coaster from up to down, and somehow, he was almost thrown out by the roller coaster. Luckily, he had "Enhanced Grip," which caused him to hold the handle well, so he didn't fall down from the roller coaster, but this roller coaster hadn't ended yet.

'I need to resolve this matter as soon as possible.'

Shishio then forced himself to stand up and changed his clothes, but when suddenly, the door of his room opened.

"Shishio-kun, please help me to write a script for my anime!" Misaki opened the door of Shishio's room, but she was dumbfounded when she saw Shishio was just on his boxer, and she could see a huge bulge from the silhouette of his boxer. She couldn't utter any words as if she was petrified by the stare of the basilisk.

"....."

Shishio put his palm on his face and said, "Senpai, can you get out for a bit?"

Misaki, whose face was so red, nodded dumbly before she closed the door slowly.

*Click!*

"..."

Shishio thought that it might be good to lock his door next time.

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Shishio sat on his chair and was about to complete his story.

As for Misaki, she had entered and sat on his bed, staring at his back with a blush since she had seen him naked twice.

Feeling the stare on his back, Shishio turned his chair and looked at Misaki lazily.

Misaki also didn't want to lose and also stared at him.

Both of them stared at each other at the same time until Misaki looked away with a blush since she felt that his eyes had this magic that made her drawn toward him, and if she stared any longer, she was afraid that she might drown him.

Shishio smiled amusedly and asked, "You want me to write the script for your anime?"

"Um." Misaki nodded without hesitation when she heard Shishio's question. "By the way, can you cook me dinner? I haven't eaten yet. Look at my boobs become smaller!" She raised her boobs to show him that they had become smaller.

"...."

Shishio looked at Misaki's breasts for a moment and had to admit that it had become smaller even though it was only a little. He then took out a snack bar from his drawer and threw it toward Misaki. "Eat this first."

Misaki caught the snack bar easily and ate it without hesitation.

"So what about Mitaka-senpai?" Shishio suddenly asked.

"Cough! Cough! Cough!" Misaki coughed then quickly hit her chest several times, causing her breasts to undulate up and down several times.

Shishio then took a bottle of mineral water, opened the cap, and gave it to Misaki. He had bought many things and put them in his room after he had sent Rui back before.

Misaki quickly took the mineral water and drank it without hesitation.

*Gulp! *Gulp!* *Gulp!*

Misaki then wiped the water on the corner of her mouth and let out a long sigh. She then stared at Shishio with a hint of grudge and said, "You have almost choked me to death! Be responsible and write me a script, Shishio-kun!"

"....."

Shishio didn't immediately refuse as usual but stared at Misaki for a moment and asked, "Are you sure?"

The words that were about to come out from Misaki's mouth stuck since she thought that Shishio was going to reject her as usual, but she didn't expect him to raise this question for her. Her eyes turned red, and tears dripped from her eyes. Staring at him, and asked, "Are you also telling me that I'm running away?"

"Running away? What do you mean?" Shishio raised his eyebrow and didn't understand.

"Everyone has said that I'm running away! But... but... what can I do?" Misaki didn't expect Mitaka to run away directly after their confrontation last night.

When Misaki had dinner before, some of them told her that she was the one who ran away and didn't acknowledge her feelings. She might not acknowledge her feelings, but she had nothing to do with Mitaka, who was running away, but why did it feel that it was her fault that Mitaka decided to move?

Shishio raised his eyebrow and took a gentle breath for a moment before he sat gently right next to Misaki. "Even if you run away, I think that's alright too."

"Huh?" Misaki looked at Shishio with a dumbfounded expression.

Shishio took some tissues from his table, then cleared up the tears and snot on Misaki's face. "Here, blow your nose."

Misaki blew her nose, then felt warm when she was being taken care of like this, but she was still curious about her words and asked, "What do you mean it is okay for me to run away?"

"When things go south, it's ok to run away." Shishio looked at Misaki and asked, "Senpai, do you see running away as something negative?"

Misaki opened her mouth and asked, "Should I not?"

Shishio shook his head and said, "I don't think there's anything wrong with running away. You're different from livestock who have nowhere to run. You may feel guilty over having run away, but do you think that your life is over with just one broken love? You have me. You have everyone in Sakurasou even though I have to admit that you're a bit annoying..."

"Hey!"

"But I have to admit that it is a bit lonely to see you all depressed like this." Shishio wiped Misaki's tears again and said, "So just smile at how you usually do and do what you love. I'm sure that everyone also thinks similarly."

"Really?" Misaki asked, staring at Shishio.

"I'm sure." Shishio nodded and leaned on the wall, sitting on his bed. He patted the free space beside him and said, "Sit here. I'll listen to what you want to say."

Misaki nodded then sat next to Shishio before she complained about what had happened at the dinner.

Listening to Misaki's story, Shishio didn't expect the dinner before would be in chaos, and it was because Mayumi told Misaki that she was running away from her real feeling, and it caused both Misaki and Mitaka to be hurt, but he felt that it was better not to listen to Mayumi's relationship advice, after all, could someone believe in the love advice of someone who had been two-timing, three-timing, and even four-timing, as the scumbag magnet, Mayumi's words were the only things that Misaki shouldn't listen.

Misaki laughed somehow when she listened to Shishio's words.

"Still, was the cause of your problem was Mitaka's script?" Shishio asked.

Misaki was a bit hesitant and nodded. She lowered her head and said, "Last night, after I have returned back from your room, he asked me to meet him, and he decided to show his script, then... I... I just don't want to make an anime from that script. I don't feel the feeling where I want to create that story into an anime. I can't get excited at all from his script!"

"....." Somehow along the way, Shishio felt Misaki's words were a bit misleading, but he decided to ignore it.

Shishio couldn't say who was right and who was wrong, everyone had their own rights, and everyone was free to fall in love, and of course, whether that love was success or failure, it was no one's responsibility, or rather someone should be prepared to have heartbreak when they tried to chase after love, and of course, it was excruciating, but the same as business, if you weren't in profit, then you were at a loss.

"Right now, I just want to make the best anime!" Misaki said without hesitation, stood up on Shishio's bed while raising both of her fists to the sky.

"...." Shishio.

Misaki then lowered her hand, extended it toward Shishio. "Shishio, take my hand, and write a script for me."

"...."

Shishio was lost for words, but then he thought about Nanami. He then reached Misaki's hand without hesitation, which caused Misaki to feel happy.

"Shishio-kun, are you going to write a script for me?" Misaki asked with a smile.

"Yes, but I have one condition," Shishio said.

"What?" Misaki asked without hesitation.

"I want my friend to become the voice actress of the main heroine for your anime," Shishio said.

"Yes!" Misaki agreed without hesitation, then jumped on his bed several times. "Yahoo!!!" She was very happy at that moment, but Shishio quickly stopped her and said, "Don't jump around. You're going to wake up everyone."

"Oh, oh." Misaki nodded, then sat next to Shishio again and asked, "When is the script going to be ready?"

"Next week," Shishio said without hesitation.

"Good!" Misaki nodded, feeling happy, but then, she asked, "Say, Shishio-kun."

"What?" Shishio asked.

"Can I ask you a question?" Misaki asked.

"What's wrong?" Shishio was wondering what kind of question Misaki wanted to ask.

"Do - Does sex feel good?" Misaki asked with a red face.

"....."

Shishio's lips twitched, and he asked, "Why did you ask that question?"

"I - I mean, Jin has always gone out with several different women, right? So I wonder whether it was really that good..." Even though Misaki often showed her body to Mitaka several times, she had zero experience in that area, she also hadn't kissed anyone, nor she tried to hold someone's hand. The last time she held a boy's hand was during her childhood, and after that, she had never had any experience holding each other's hand.

However, even though Misaki didn't have any experience, she was quite curious about that experience since she could see Jin really loved that activity.

Shishio looked at Misaki, who looked at him with a mix of shy and serious expression and let out a sigh. "It feels good..."

Misaki opened her eyes wide.

"For a guy, but for a woman, it might be mixed." Shishio continued.

"Huh? Why is it mixed for a woman?" Misaki was confused.

"Well, you should read some articles on the internet. You might be surprised by what you found there," Shishio said and didn't really want to explain that a woman was different from a man.

A man might be able to feel satisfied by plunging their dick into any holes, but a woman was different since they were more complex, so even if your dick was huge, if you didn't know how to use it, then it was simply useless.

Misaki nodded and asked, "Then what about a kiss? Is it good?"

Shishio looked at Misaki weirdly and asked, "You have never done one?"

Misaki shook her head without hesitation.

"Mitaka-senpai has never kissed you?"

"...."

"Even on the cheek?"

"....."

"How about your forehead?"

"....."

"Hand?"

"..."

"How about an indirect kiss?"

"....."

Shishio wasn't sure what to say about Mitaka since this guy was very idealistic and wanted to make Misaki pure forever. Still, in truth, Mitaka just felt an inferior complex toward her, so he was afraid of being swallowed by her shadow. "Well, I can't explain much, but sex and kissing are different."

"What's so different?" Misaki asked curiously.

"Some people might have sex with a lot of people, but they only kiss with their loved ones, so it can be said that kissing is something very special." Shishio knew a lot of sex workers in his previous life, considering he had a business, so sometimes, he often told his subordinates to introduce a woman to his client, and even though he had never touched one, it didn't hurt him to talk and befriend them, right?

What he was saying might sound dirty and dark, but that was the truth, after all.

"I see..." Misaki nodded, and somehow she understood that the kiss was very amazing, but at the same time, she was also quite confused at how special it was. She then observed Shishio's face, and her eyes were attracted to his lips.

Shishio was startled when he saw Misaki's expression, and he wanted to say something, but it was too late.

Misaki didn't give him a chance to escape or talk. Instead, she approached him and said, "Shishio-kun, how about we kiss?"

"....."