I'm Sorry My Love Novel

This was why Aidan basically never went out with her in tow. Even Oscar had only seen Leanna twice.

Once because Aidan had forgotten to bring a document and Leanna, who was afraid that it might affect

his work, delivered it to his office for him. Although Aidan treated her very coldly in return and she was

disappointed, she did not whine about it. She certainly looked very obedient and sensible. The second

time was at the birthday banquet of Old Master Pearson, Gordon. It also happened to be the second

year of Leanna and Aidan’s marriage. At the same time, it was evident that everyone from the

Pearsons did not treat her kindly as nobody bothered to introduce her to anyone. That night, Leanna

was no different to a servant of the Pearson Family. Even though she ran around busily, no one praised

her for it. On the contrary, they all found her irritating and meddlesome. After that, she stood in a corner

while facing everybody’s mockery. Despite that, she did not rebuke as she only lowered her head and

stayed further away from the event. In Oscar’s recollection, Aidan’s wife was someone whom anyone

could pick on as she did not retort even after being bullied. The fierce looking woman tonight cannot be her. A speechless Aidan was still looking into the direction that Leanna had gone to. With a few coughs,

Oscar changed the subject. “I bumped into Harvey at the entrance.” Aidan asked, “Who?” “The head

editor of Lux Jewelry.” “I think I might know him.” Since the Pearson Group had worked with Lux

Jewelry a few times prior, Aidan was acquainted with their head editor. Oscar continued, “Harvey told

me earlier that they found McK. If everything goes well, she’ll become the designer of their magazine.

You remember who McK is, right?” “I don’t.” Why should I have to remember people I have nothing to do with? With that, he explained it to Aidan, “Then, you should at least remember about the seventh

Emerging Designer Competition you sponsored three years ago, right? It was McK who came first

place that year. Originally, she would have been sponsored by your company to further her studies in

Aeras. But for some unknown reason, she gave up on the opportunity.” “I heard that she found the

person-in-charge of the competition and asked if they could give her cash in lieu of the sponsorship.

However, you rejected it after the person-in-charge inquired about it to you. She vanished after that.

Too bad, she really was a talented designer.” Slowly focusing his gaze back at Oscar, Aidan was

thinking about something else and did not hear a word that was said. “Oh. Can’t recall.” On the ladies’

way back, Harvey could obviously feel Leanna’s mood had soured after the dinner. Since it would be

awkward to ask her outright, he raised his eyebrows at Zoe instead to do the questioning. Yet, she

lightly shook her head, signaling that it was hard to explain. The car was parked at the entrance of

Zoe’s apartment block before Harvey gushed, “Miss McKinney, I’m looking forward to what you’ll come

up with and I hope we can achieve a fruitful collaboration.” Leanna, who had somewhat calmed down,

composed herself and nodded. “Thanks, Mr. Mancini. I’ll work hard for it.” The smiling editor concluded,

“I won’t take up anymore of your time then. Get going. I’ll see you guys around.” When they arrived

home, Zoe initiated the topic. “Nana, are you angry over those two?” A bit dazed, Leanna reacted only

after a few seconds. “I’m not. I was thinking about the design.” The theme Harvey gave her this time

was ‘first love’. Zoe told her that this was the first series their magazine would push after they signed

their first designer as they were aiming to break through the youth market. Therefore, the product this

time was very pivotal to them. Still, ‘first love’ was something that had become very alien to Leanna.

The blissfulness that came along when spending time with the one you adored had disappeared in the

three years of her marriage. “Speaking of this, I wanted to ask you this. Hasn’t Zayn contacted you at

all?” Zoe said. In response, Leanna shook her head. Three years ago, she had gotten the chance to

further her studies in Aeras when she won first place in the competition, however, she rejected it. Back

then, Zayn Barnett visited her a few times to ask her reasons for refusing. In his expression was doubt,

loneliness and also disappointment. Even so, she did not have the guts to tell him the truth even until

the end and went as far as to delete his contact. What could she have said? Could I have told him that on the night of winning first place in the competition—just as I was immersed in joy—I would receive the news that my father, Jethro, had owed the loan sharks one million? Even till now, she found it hard

to get over that shock. Sighing, Zoe lay against the couch. “I still think that it was a pity between you

and Zayn. Back then, you two were supposed to be the perfect pair. Even the blind could see that both

of you liked each other. You were so close to being with him. I thought that you two would be together

after going to Aeras. Who knew that kind of thing would happen… Sigh. Fate really does work in

mysterious ways.” It was only after a while did Leanna respond, “It’s all in the past now.” “Hey, let’s

change the subject. Oh right, you wanna know gossip concerning Mia? Let me tell you, when she first

entered the industry for a magazine shoot, she didn’t even know what a fill light was, so she actually…”

That evening, Zoe spent the first half of the night making her best friend laugh with jokes and

exaggeration before proceeding to curse at the shameless couple for the rest of the night. However,

when Leanna lay on bed, her mind was repeating the words that Mia had said to her in the toilet. As

much as she knew that those ugly and undignified words would never come out of Aidan’s mouth, she

admitted that his description of her would not be too far off. Knowing that it was her who dragged Aidan

down, she had tried her best to be the perfect wife during their marriage. Regardless of the insults or

mockery from the Pearsons that were hurled at her, never had she once complained about it. She also

knew how much he hated her. Despite her tough front, she still felt pain after being on the receiving end

of countless vicious comments and insults. That night, Leanna curled up in her blanket and recalled

something in a drowsy state. Three years ago, after knowing that Jethro had a debt of one million, she

tried to get money in any way she could—going so far as to let down her pride and ask the person-in-

charge of the competition to see if she could exchange the chance of going to Aeras with cash. Even till

now, she remembered clearly what the person told her. “I’m sorry, Miss McK, but our boss has said that

the chance is given to people who really have a passion for design and not someone who seeks

monetary gain.” After hearing this, she was stunned for so long before cursing the so-called boss the

entire night while crying at home. Who are they looking down at? Who doesn’t have a pure and simple dream? With Jethro’s disappearance, the debtors came knocking on their door a few days later, forcing

a choice against Leanna. It was either they slice one of her brother’s hands or she went with them

willingly. Left with no choice, Leanna followed the debtors silently while ignoring Louis no matter how

hard he screamed for her. The debtors sold her to the Patheon Club, a place where the wealthy went. It

was a destination where pleasure, debauchery and thrill met. One night, her drink was spiked. Although

she was mentally prepared for this, the moment a fat middle-aged man entered the room, she suddenly

thought of Zayn and their promise to meet at Aeras; a promise that never came true. Mustering her

strength she never knew she had, Leanna pushed the man aside and stumbled out the room. Promptly,

there were a bunch of people chasing after her. After escaping and running for an unknown amount of

time, she finally saw a blurry figure before her eyes. Crashing onto the ground, she tugged on his

expensive-feeling suit pants. “I beg you. Please, save me…”