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beautiful it touched a part of my heart. You would think they were blood brothers with how strong their bonds

with each other were. My bed was freshly made with the covers folded back and Kingston placedin the

middle of it before sitting at the edge of the bed by my feet. Riccardo and Marshall joinedon both sides and

folded the blanket over us..

| couldn't help the longing look | gave Kingston, praying with my eyes for him to stay. He found my feet through

the blanket and gavea squeeze.

"I will stay until you fall asleep." He assured me.

But that wasn't what | wanted and he knew it, he didn't offer anything more and would take whatever he would

give me. My eyelids were heavy with tiredness but | didn't want to sleep, not yet. | knew the second I did,

Kinston would leave and | wanted him here with me, with us. This was where he belonged and not wherever his

bedroom was. It was weird how much had changed. since the open house and how much | had changed.

These weeks with the three of them had been like a whirlwind of emotion, they had madesee just how

wonderful life as a submissive can be. They had givena taste of this life and | was addicted to it, they had

shownmy own true colors and that it was nothing to be ashamed of. | looked at them, at Riccardo's piercing

eyes that brought a delightful shiver to my body. At Marshall's eyes that pulledin and madeswoon, at

Kingston's eyes that held mine with a scary intensity many would be afraid of but not me. These men cinto

my life like an explosion, taking over my mind and body so wholly that it madequestion what | had done

before them. | hadn't been living, not really and | had been doing everything almost robotically and

automatically. School and work shit, aside from that, | had only been hanging out with Andy once in a while. | had

done the sthing every day, school, work, homework and watched stelevision or read and then bed.

Repeat upon repeat,

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there hadn't been one thing in my routine that made my heartbeat spike with skind of thrill. There hadn't

been anything to look forward to because it had always been the severy single day. That was no life, that

was merely staying alive.

But when these men came, they changed it all. Suddenly, my blood pumped with excitement. Suddenly, | had

something to look forward to. Suddenly, my days weren't black and white but colorful instead. They challenged

me, gavenew experiences and new memories. They made my life interesting and thrilling, most of all, they

madelook inside myself and madelook inside and find the person | always wanted to be, someone who

didn't let others dictate how my life should be or what society expected of me. My dominants taughtthat |

could have what | wanted, my desire wasn't something | should push aside because it wasn't natural. This felt

right, they felt right.

Looking at them now, | let them see every thought flashing in my eyes and how grateful | was for them. They

had unlocked a part of| myself didn't have a key for. Their expressions softened even Kingston as | laid my

feelings bare. At that moment, nothing needed to be said and they all understood what I told them without the

use of work. My heart thundered in my chest as | realized something else that | had been too scared to admit to

myself. | was falling for them and as scared as | was of that fact, | couldn't shy away from the truth. No matter

how hard | tried, sleep foundall too quickly and the touch on my foot fell away as I slipped into

unconsciousness.

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| worked up to someone stroking my cheek softly and my eyelids fluttered as | tried to open them but sleep held

on tight.

"Wake up, pumpkin." A voice whispered.

As | woke further, | finally managed to open my eyes and turned my head, looking over my shoulder to see

Kinston's standing over me.

"Is it morning already?" | murmured, blinking against the harsh light filtrating in through the window. Yes, it was

definitely morning and he nodded.

"Joinin the kitchen." He said and promptly left.

Only then did | notice the hard surface | had been sleeping on. Riccardo laid on his back beneath me, somehow

throughout the night, | had managed to weasel my way on top of him. My feet were between his and my entire

upper body was folded on his chest. One of his arms was slung over my shoulders, huggingagainst him.

Another hand rested on my lower back and when | turned around | saw it was Marshall's. Careful not to wake

them, | removed their arms and wiggled out of

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my position and off the bed and fucking hell, my body hurt. It felt like | had a three hour long workout and I kind

of had. Sex could totally be considered as a workout, especially the kind | had gotten last night.

Wincing all the way to the closet, | found underwear, a short and t-shirt. My body was stiff and tender from

yesterday's abuse and my movements were jerky as | walked. It seriously felt like | had gotten a bruise in my ass

with how much it ached. With the clothes in my hand, | hoped Kingston would be fine withtaking a quick

shower. While my body was clean from the bath we had, my hair was far from it. My braid was messy and

practically falling apart but | could tell it looked oily from all the sweating.

In record time, | finished up my shower and dried my hair until it was dry enough to put it in a high ponytail. A

few droplets of water dripped down my t-shirt from the ends of my hair but | couldn't find it into care.

Walking out of the bathroom and back into the bedroom, | had to bite my lips to keep the laugh from coming out

and trust me, it was hard to remain silent as | looked at the men in bed. In my absence, Riccardo and Marshall

had snuggled together and held around each other as if they thought they were holding me. It was comical to

watch but also strangely cute. | couldn't help but grab my phone which had magically appeared on the

nightstand and took a picture of the two. This was something | had definitely wanted to immortalize.

Letting them sleep in their embrace, | exited the room and went to Kingston. | found him rummaging in his

cupboards, picking out different ingredients and laying them out on the kitchen counter. | blushed as | walked

into the kitchen, remembering the last t| had been in here and what had happened.

"Great, you are here." He said as

Soon as he saw me, snappingout of my thoughts.

"| figured we could make breakfast together." His offer to cook together made my stomach flutter with butterflies

and | was reminded of my realization last night.

| was falling for this

man, just as | was falling for his friends too. | wasn't ready to look at it too closely just yet but | wouldn't deny

what was happening either.

"I would like that." | responded with a smile. | whispered like | always did whenever | talked to him.

"What are we making?" | asked.

"Brussel waffles?" He replied over his shoulder.

Finding everything we would need, he went to grab both of our aprons. Before | could even try to tie my own

apron, he turnedaround and did it for me. My heart danced in its cage, small

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gestures like this meant so much forespecially from him, knowing it didn't cas natural for him as it did

for Riccardo and Marshall.

"Thank you," | whispered when he was done and went on to wash my hands.

"So, where do we start?"

"The recipe is on the counter." He said, pointing at a pink cookbook beside the flour.

"You can start with a large bowl."

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