My Love for You Broke Me

Chapter 231

Shawn was smart and good at reading others. When I asked that question, his eyes darkened. Then, he questioned

me in a low voice, "Did somebody say something to you earlier?"

Shawn was smart and good at reading others. When I asked that question, his eyes darkened. Then, he questioned

me in a low voice, "Did somebody say something to you earlier?"

I shook my head and denied it, "I was just curious."

After he heard my answer, he pointed out firmly, "You tend to shake your head every time you lie. Not to mention,

your eyes are avoiding me completely. Ray, no matter what nonsensical rumors you hear, you have to believe in

one thing. I will never leave you for any reason, and I will never let go of your hand because of the obstacles in my

path."

Why is he saying that all of a sudden…

I stubbornly repeated my question, "When did you first learn about me?"

If it was in the past, I would have buried those words at the bottom of my heart and silently tortured myself by

imagining various nonsensical scenarios in my head after hearing what Eliza said. However, when it came to

Shawn, I needed to clarify things.

He knew that I wanted an answer. Therefore, he pondered for a moment before he answered seriously, "I heard of

your name in the past, but I never paid much attention to your existence. I also didn't know what you looked like.

The first time I actually took notice of you was when you met me for the first time. It was not until later that I

realized you were the president of the Felix Family and the ex-wife of Nicholas Forger. Although I could have learned

about your identity earlier, I was not interested in learning more about you. I believed you when you claimed that

you were Myra Felix because I didn't care much about whether it was true."

He claimed that we met for the first time at the homestay. In that case, I believed him.

As long as the words came out of his mouth, I would believe in everything that he said.

Besides, his behavior at the time hadn't been out of place. He even thought that I was short of money and asked if I

needed help. Of course, if he had known about my identity at the time, he would not have asked me such an idiotic

question.

So, no dishonesty or other factors influenced our meeting.

He had allowed me to approach him simply because I was Myra Felix.

It was not because of his misunderstanding regarding the kidney…

I asked softly, "Why did you allow me to approach you back then?"

Why did he abruptly announce that he would be my brother and protect me for the rest of my life?

There were so many other women in the world. Why me?

Shawn replied indifferently, "You kissed me."

I asked in confusion, "Huh?"

"After you fell into the river, you couldn't regulate your breathing. When I approached you… You kissed me at the

time, Ray. I have always acted alone throughout my entire life, but I am stubborn down to my very bones. To put it

bluntly, I am conservative and old-fashioned! When you kissed me that day… That was my first kiss. The situation

was so unexpected that I couldn't stop you in time. Things had already progressed to that point, and there was

nothing I could do. Perhaps, you left a mark on my heart at that time, so…"

He suddenly looked sideways at me and continued resolutely, "So, no matter what mistakes you might make or

what misconduct you might cause in the future, I will always accept and indulge you. I regarded you as a child who

needed time to grow up."

I stared blankly at the man's side profile in front of me. When I reflected on our interactions, he had indeed been

very indulgent toward me. Yet, no matter what happened, he always acted from a bystander's perspective and

never punished or reprimanded me.

Moreover, he was always the first to come forward and protect me whenever I was in trouble!

He was like a mature and down-to-earth adult who silently watched over his child from the shadows. In this case, I

was the child in question.

He always spoiled and pampered me as though I were a child.

So what if the things Eliza claimed turned out to be true? So what if he really wanted to kill me?

Even if I were to die at his hands one day, I would willingly die for him.

"Thank you, Shawn."

Thank you for appearing in my life at the right time.

…

Shawn and I kept vigil together that night. Unfortunately, I eventually became too exhausted and was forced to

retire to my room. After I returned to my room, I felt a faint metallic taste in my throat but thought nothing of it. It

was just that my entire body felt weak, and I quickly fell asleep after laying down on the bed. Not long afterward, I

heard somebody calling my name beside me.

I reluctantly opened my eyes to see Shawn.

Shawn noticed that I wasn't faring well, so he asked gently, "Are you still sleepy?"

I got up and burrowed myself in his arms. "Is the funeral about to start?"

"Yes. You need to get up and get changed."

It was with extreme reluctance that I got out of bed to change my clothes. Then, I dragged my weary body out the

door to accompany Shawn as he saw his mother off for the last time. When they closed the coffin, I noticed his

reddened eyes were completely bloodshot.

The funeral ended at 9.00AM. We drove back to Eldham without further delay instead of returning to the Xenos'

villa. On the way back, my lower abdomen kept hurting. The metallic taste in my throat also grew stronger.

We finally arrived back at the apartment at 2.00PM. Shawn drank a glass of milk, took a shower, and went into the

bedroom to catch up on some sleep. On the other hand, I took the chance while he was asleep to drive myself to

the hospital for a physical examination.

I went to Xenos Hospital. The hospital director immediately hurried over as soon as he received the news and took

me in for a physical examination. Unfortunately, the results from the CT scan were not very satisfactory. The

doctor's diagnosis indicated that there might be a recurrence of my cancer.

I asked in astonishment, "Wasn't I completely cured? How could I have a relapse?"

"Miss, I reviewed your previous medical records earlier. You were suffering from an advanced-stage endometrial

carcinoma. The term 'advanced-stage'… generally means that any treatment would not easily cure the disease.

Nobody in the medical field can guarantee that there will be no chance of recurrence in the future. Combined with

your difficult labor four months ago… Although you received timely treatment, it damaged your body in the

process. Your body has already begun to show symptoms of recurrence. I suggest that you continue taking anti-

cancer drugs."

Are the early symptoms of relapse indicating that I may die from my disease at any time? I've already repeatedly

escaped the clutches of death. Will luck side with me again this time? Will I be lucky enough for the god of death to

favor me again after so many times?

I reached out and covered my reddened eyes with my hands. "How effective are the anti-cancer drugs?"

"Miss, the anti-cancer drug you took before was produced by the Xenos Family. The curative effect is the most

advanced in the world and can stabilize your current condition. So, it shouldn't be a problem as long as you keep

taking the drug, but I can't give you any guarantees."

My heart sank at the doctor's prognosis. I exhaled deeply and finally agreed. "Please prescribe the medicine to me

for now."

The doctor also prescribed painkillers, along with a glass of water. After I took the painkillers, the pain in my lower

abdomen gradually disappeared. Regardless, he also advised me to avoid intercourse and maintain the frequency

of around twice a month at most.

Naturally, I could not participate in any vigorous or drastic activity.

Shawn is a hot-blooded man. How could he be gentle in that aspect? Not unless I deliberately mentioned something

to him… But his vigilant nature will definitely alert him to the problem at once. I don't want him to worry about me

after learning about my body's condition. Forget it. I'll figure out a solution when the time comes.

After I had bought the medicine, I drove back to the apartment. Then, I sat in the living room and tore off all the

bottles' labels before placing them in my satchel. Shawn would never rummage through my things, so the most

dangerous place would also be the safest place.

I later sat in the living room and stared into space, wondering why my love life was filled with so many hardships.

There was never a time when my love life went smoothly, especially now that I was faced with Eliza and my body's

condition…

From now onward, I will avoid talking to him about our marriage. He has already lost a mother due to our

engagement. If we were to get married… Eliza was right about that. He will carry that guilt with him forever, and I

never want to see him like that.

When I closed my eyes, my heart felt like an anchor pressing against my diaphragm. I felt somewhat suffocated by

an undeniable pain throbbing in my heart.

When I opened my eyes again, I found myself staring into a pair of searching, dark eyes.

The owner of the eyes asked, "Why are you crying?"