Sharing Beatrice A Luna To Her Stepbrothers by Alexis Dee

Sharing Beatrice A Luna To Her Stepbrothers by Alexis Dee Book 2

Chapter 400 Baby It Is Over

Beatrice Dismay:

After I announced who I was taking with me, the mood changed. It’s been an hour since I made that

announcement, and Helel had left for a run. We were now scattered, and I was on the ground waiting for Helel’s

return so that I could have a detailed conversation with him.

“I am sorry,” Gwen said as she walked behind me out of nowhere. “I wish I had not come back to life.”

I turned around and stared at her before I forced a smile onto my lips. I didn’t want her to feel guilty about

anything. She had every right to pursue her mate. The only one to get blamed for it was Helel. He should have at

least told me they were mates. If I knew he had felt a mate bond with her, I would have expected this to happen

before going into a slumber. But it all came to me like a wrecking ball and hit me hard.

“It is not your fault. He is your mate too,” I said as I turned my face to the door again. I was waiting for him to come

back.

“Then why? Why are you not taking him along? Beatrice, he will not be himself if you left hi…,” she insisted, wanting

to know what pushed me to the point that I made a decision so terribly painful.

“I would not steal your baby’s father from you. Mistake or not, it happened, and now you are pregnant with his

baby. There is a man from hell wandering around freely. The day he finds out you are with a dark knight’s child, he

will come after you,” I placed my hand on her shoulder, realizing maybe this is right time things end between Helel

and me.

That’s when Gwen stared behind me, and tears streamed down her eyes. I paused and steadily turned around,

facing Helel, who had come back without his shirt. He was all dirty in mud and slowly washed down by the rain that

started just as he arrived.

Gwen left us to talk. The privacy won’t help us anymore. It was all over. “You are not—,” he whispered and shook

his head. The request I saw in his eyes I had never seen before in anyone’s eyes.

“I don’t have a choice,” I mumbled without breaking eye contact with him.

“Beatrice, you have a choice. I made a mistake; please forgive me,” he stepped closer and held my hand. “I cannot

live without you.”

“You have to,” I held his hands and cried. I was angry at him, but for some reason, I couldn’t yell at him, “You have

to stay alive for your baby.”

“Helel,” as he shook his head, I cupped his face in my hands, “I don’t know how to accept you again. It is not easy

for me to sit here and act like nothing has changed. I just—I need this moment to forget what happened. I am

sorry,” I sniffled, feeling tears run down my face. “I — I don’t know how it happened,” he kissed the back of my

hand, and I instantly pulled away from him. The way he raised his head and watched me in terror made me feel

guilty.

“You had options, Helel. You could have— come to the cabin. You could have called Akin for help, but you— but I

cannot even be mad at you unless I was in your shoes and could feel your pain. But did you ever wonder that

maybe if you had rejected her sooner, this wouldn’t have happened?” I was finally letting my emotions out.

“You had many things to do, but instead, you chose to be alone. Helel, I know you were suffering, but you didn’t let

anyone take care of you. You wanted them to understand you, even when you didn’t want to explain anything to

them. This is not how it works. Maybe that happened for a reason, maybe–,” I covered my mouth as it became hard

for me to hurt him.

“Beatrice, you hate me now,” he whispered, and stepped back from me. “F*uc*k! I ruined everything,” he grabbed

his hair in his hand and let out a grunt.

“If you ever loved me, you will make sure you don’t mess up again,” I stated, “you will live a better life and maybe

accept your new identity, maybe someday—,” I uttered but he shook his head at me and scoffed, smiling faintly.

“If it is not you, it will never be anyone else,” he tilted his head and said determinedly. “There will never be anyone

again.”

I watched him keep stepping back to create more distance between us. I don’t have to say it aloud now. He

understood that it was all over between us.

“Call me whenever you need a royal guard there for you. I pray you finally get the love you deserve from someone

who is perfect and not full of flaws,” his every step away from me reminded me of the time when he died for me.

I could forgive him for his one mistake, but this mistake needed him. I could not steal him away from his baby and

baby momma.

“You are not going to st—,” I couldn’t even make a full sentence.

“No!” he cut me off in the middle of the words, “I cannot watch you walk away.”

There was a silence, and his slow and steady steps away from me were killing me inside. If things were different

and all this had not happened, I would have run into his arms and hugged him, but even the thought of it reminded

me of him in Gwen’s arms.

And soon he had disappeared into the darkness. He never returned, even when we discussed our journey.

“You okay?” Colt asked, watching me zone out.

“I will be fine,” I whispered in gasps, trying to hold back tears. I had walked back into the mansion and found

everyone in the kitchen.

I am sure they all knew what happened, but no one wanted to talk about it, which upset me more.

Sadly, another phase of my life met a very sad end.