She Accepted Divorce, He Panicked by Nyx Rai

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198 Scar's Condition Sebastian's POV If Scar stopped lovingwhen she brought up divorce, she hatesnow.

When she looks at me, there is not even hatred or anger in her eyes. There was nothing. She doesn't see me, but just a stranger who she wishes the worst on. I can read those wishes. I don't mind if she hates me. I don't even mind if she tries to get revenge on me. I do deserve that.

But she won't. She is not here anymore. When I'm not forcing her to talk, it's like she is already beyond this world.

I should spend more twith her. I should have been there for her when Ava came, but I...

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"Sebastian...I told you, you don't have to cto the court," Damian is surprised to see me, "When is the last tthat you got sreal sleep?" Two or three days ago? I don't have time, literally.

I have been dealing with the baby, Scar's assulting charge, AND investigation of the robbery. I believe Scar, but her story is hard to prove. If it was Ava, then it IS my fault. I gave Ava the code once, for which reason I have already forgotten. Even if it's not Ava in person, she is the source of the code.

I would squeeze in snaps between things, but that's all I can afford right now. It's not like I can't hire people to do all these, but I dare not to let myself stop. I feel like the moment I let go and rest, my whole world would fall to pieces. "How can I not? It's Scar's trial..." I sigh, rubbing my temples as I stand up and follow him, but he stops.

"Sebastian, go hand sleep," Damian grabs my shoulders, "You need to take care of the baby. You have to. You can't let anything happen to him, I'm serious. It's not just about him. Scar's life depends on him, you know that." "Lilith is with him," I nod, pushing him forward.

The only good thing after Scar's accident is that Damian showed his card to me, and suffering together does bring people closer. Though I think it's purely because he played his role in Scar losing hope in people. Not that I think what he did was right, but I do understand where he cfrom.

"Sebastian..." Damian wouldn't move, his tone hesitating, "Maybe if you could tell Scar about the baby--" "You know why I can't," I sigh. Bringing up the mess that's my life cranks up the throbbing pain in my temples, "If the only worry is that Scar might be too fragile for any huge mood swing, I would have told her! I really would..." I wish I could.

This was supposed to be the happiest days of my life. I just saw the slimest hope of getting my lovely wife back, with our pretty, healthy baby born, and hbuilt for us. But somehow I fell into hell over night.

Scar's condition was too critical, and they had to take the baby out. More than two months early! The doctors had zero hope for her survival but she made it. Maybe she knew how much his mama sacrificed for her, and how hard she tried to protect her. Maybe she loves Scar already, just by spending a few months with her mama. I mean, who wouldn't? But she is not ready for the world yet.

She can't leave the incubator. And that's the least problem. She cwith a lot of complications, the most severe among them being BPD.

I didn't even know that word before I met her, and now my little Alice is suffering, all day long.

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Even taken care of by the best hospital, we could lose her, at any moment. If Scar knew about her, only to lose her again in a few days, it would kill Scar. It definitely will.

I'd rather Scar hates me, putting holes in me, instead of going through that.

Just a few months. Scar, please. You lovedfor so long, just givea few more months. Maybe even just weeks. So long as our baby's condition is stable, I'll introduce you two. Imean, you two have known each other for a very long twithout me. Just, let's call that my revenge on you keeping the baby a secret from me. Please, God, I can make things right...I just need a little bit more time.

"Sebastian, I won't let anything happen to Scar," Damian blocksin front of the heavy door of the court room, his voice low and hoarse, I will appeal to change the criminal charge into a civil dispute, and then we will work on Ava Fuller."

"Sebastian!" Damian purses his lips, looking like he is deep in sconundrum, "You know how Sear you hates me, hates me, too, right...? She wouldn't even letrepresent her at first, so..." "So...?" I frown, an ill omen grabbing my heart. "Sure, yeah, then let's go! You are going to be late--" "So...her condition forto represent her is..." Damian takes in a deep breath, bracing himself before he looksin the eyes, "...you not joining the trial. She...she doesn't..." She doesn't want to see me.

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