The Alpha’s Fated Outcast: Rise Of The Moonsinger

Chapter 164 164 Voice in my head ... Nathan I stormed out of the living room towards the entrance of the Alpha building and I shoved the door open, barely restraining myself from slamming the door.

Anger pure rage coursed through my veins like molten, making my hands shake at my sides and my jaw tighten The audacity.

I growled under my breath.

Luna Vanessas presumptuous suggestion that I marry Clarissa still rang in my cars.

Even though it was being reechoed in my mind, each word sounded like an insult.

How dare she? How dare Luna Vanessa suggest I marry Clarissa? Remindingof my status as a Beta Wolf like Im scommon Omega she can command at will! Ragnar rumbled in disagreement.

Luna Vanessa didnt mean it that way.

Im sure she only wants you to marry Clarisis to strengthen your title and the pack.

Having an Alpha wife has a lot of advantages and it would mean that your children ... Can you stop the nonsense youre going on about? What about Lyla ? Shes agreed to marry us, Ragnar.

Did you forget? Shes also the daughter of the Alpha ... what are worrying about now? Is she really? Ragnar sighed.

I just feel strange these days, Nathan .

I feel that Lyla may not be the one for us, and maybe were forcing things.

I wish youd just sit back and think things through.

That would do so much for us than blindly accepting everything, dont you think? I know she confessed she wants to marry us, but... it feels like shes doing it out of compulsion.

e given Shut up, Ragnar ! I bristled, feeling my anger heightening.

And no talks about that.

Ive everything for this pack.

My loyalty, my strength, my life everything! And now, you all want to denyof the one thing I want the most and barteroff like a prize? I raked my hand through my hair, tugging at my strands.

Does anyone care to consider my feelings? I love Lyla ... so fucking much, and I want to be with her.

No one is disputing that, Nathan, Ragnar sighed.

A few years ago, I could see the passion, the intensity of the love you had for Lyla, but... maybe things have changed.

A slight pause...

What if you no longer love her like before and youre doing this to teach Ramsey a lesson or maybe its something else... infatuation or a feeling of indebtedness because of how she helped you through your mothers death? Maybe if you look closely enough, youd discover that ... you dont really love Lyla like you think, and youre doing this because you feel responsible for her.

Rubbish! I thundered.

Shut up this moment, Ragnar ! How dare you question my feelings? I am your wolf.

I am a part of you, Nathan ... I can tell what you feel about someone.

I really can.

You cant ! I retorted, Because if you did, youd be able to know that I love Lyla dearly and not givethis nonsense excuse and you wantto choose Clarissa ? There was a momentary pause on Ragnars end before he said, Yes, nothing is wrong with her and she loves you dearly.

Clarissa ? my voice dripped with disdain.

Of all people.

Just because shes the Alphas daughter ten in my head.

164 Voice in Clarissa ? my voice dripped with disdain.

Of all people.

Just because shes the Alphas daughter doesnt mean III fall in line.

This is pure manipulation.

Using my position against me.

Remindingthat... No one is manipulating you, Ragnar interrupted.

There was no ill intention coming from Luna Vanessa.

Stop interpreting it as that.

Besides, the seven core Alphas have been able to preserve their power and true blood by marrying each others children all these years.

None of them marry lower than their rank.

Lyla is not lower than my tank ! Shes Alpha Logans daughter ... I screamed.

My feet had takento the edge of the forest now.

She is his bastard.

Maybe if she had been a man, she would have stood a better chance, but you know werewolves are intentional about things like this.

No one would ever recognize Lyla as his legitimate child.

Luna Vanessa was kind enough to ENOUGH !!! I screamed... Im done listening to you.

Youre making everything worse.

...

And youre running away from the truth.

You have been running away for the longest time.

You want to make yourself a scapegoat and sacrifice everything youve been through.

Look at Ramsey ....

he knows what his duties are, and he chooses his duties, knowing that the lives of thousands of people depend on his decision.

He loves Lyla, but hes not driven by it.

He has remained logical and sane through it all... Ragnar, dont you think treating her like shit is illogical ? I fired back.

He picked a side.

Hes a great leader, Nathan .

Putting your feelings first before your people ... Ragnar sighed.

Its a bad call and a sign of weakness.

I am not weak ! I shot back, hating where this conversation was going Staying in a dungeon for four years doesnt mean youre strong.

It shows youre indecisive and unsure about what you want out of life.

A focused man would know that to love a woman, he shouldnt make himself a scapegoat in easily avoidable situations.

He continued ... You strife to protect her and secure her, things which you could not do because you were in the dungeon.

Ragnar sighed.

Tve allowed you to do what you want all these years because youre my owner, but its tto open your eyes ... its not too late to make amends.

So, you wantto leave Lyla for Ramsey? The sman that mistreated her? The sman that knows if he makes her his mate now, she wouldnt need to endure the tauntings she would have from years ago if he had caved in to his desires and declared her his mate.

The people will cfor his head and not just that... for Lylas, too.

Itll make her more depressed, kill her inside slowly... but he waited and you all think he did that because he was ashamed of her.

I paused, considering Ragnars words .

A true man protects what he wants dearly, even if it means keeping her like a secret.

Even if it meant Lyla crying and feeling like he hated her.

Cto think of it ... who she is now is solely because of her and not because he influenced or aided her.

If ever they get mated in the future.

164 Voice in my head A true man protects what he wants dearly, even if it means keeping her like a secret.

Even if it meant Lyla crying and feeling like he hated her.

Cto think of it... who she is now is solely because of her and not because he influenced or aided her.

If ever they get mated in the future, people would see her as theMoonsinger, the saviour of our world and not sdefect with uncontrollable pheromones. Id rather die alone than be shackled to someone I feel nothing for, I vented.

If you marry Lyla ... youd feel something disgust.

I let out a frustrated snarl and began stripping off my shirt.

My muscles were taut with pent up.

energy.

It was no use talking to Ragnar.

I need to run.

You need to listen to me, Ragnar sighed.

Stop running away from the truth.

Without responding, I shut him out and broke into a sprint taking off into the woods my legs & emy legs pumping as I tore through the dense forest in my human form.

The forest blurred aroundas I ran faster and faster, my lungs weren burning with each breath, the cool wind biting at my exposed skin. I didnt slow down.

I wanted to outrun the anger, the frustration, the suffocating weight of expectations and, most of all, the Truth I didnt stop until my muscles were screaming in protest, finally, I collapsed at the base of an oak tree.

Swe dripped down my face as I panted, trying to catch my breath.

The bark was rough against my bare back, groundingas I tilted my head back and closed my eyes.

For a while, there was only the sound of my breathing and the rustling of leaves in the wind.

Then a faint crunch of twigs snappedto attention.

My head snapped up, my eyes narrowing as I whipped around, glaring at the figure approaching .

Dont you dare! I growled, rising to my feet and brushing the dirt from my pants.

Im not in the mood.